How to pretend nothings up- integral part of every teen's life

Steps-
Whisper good-bye and keep the phone.
Check the time in your cell and gawp at how late it is.
Keep lying on the bed in the dark.
Replay the conversation in your mind.
Smile.
Think of some of the important parts again.
Think of a thousand things at once.
Turn on the lights, then gawp at how low your cell battery is.
Gawp at how high his cell bill will be.
Giggle, like a...Girl.
Decide that you will sober up before going outside.
Try to sober up.
Try to fight the smile creeping onto your face.
Think of sad stuff.
Think of studies.
Think of how he said he hadn't studied but still topped in the test.
Think of how you called him a spoilt brat.
Imagine him smirking at the other end.
Replay his laugh.
Grin.
Decide thinking of studies is a bad idea.

Frown and go outside.
Brush your teeth and try not to think at all.
And stop smiling foolishly or ppl will think something is up.
Think about-
* Is something up?
* Do i want something to be up?
* What the heck is going on?
* He's so sweet.
* He's so nerdy.
* He's not hot.
* But i like talking to him.
* No sparks.
* He's so nice.
* What'll happen next?
* Do i want something to happen?
* Am i normal?

Fantasize about the future.
Think about whether you like it.
Don't make up your mind.
Slither into bed in the dark.
Ignore your mom whispering your name questioningly.
Hide your face in the blanket and pretend to be asleep.
Hide from questions she might ask, to which you don't know the answers.
Wait till she leaves.
Slither out of bed.
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